satu bulan dua bulan tiga bulan and counting. haihhh. risau che aii. ape pon x prepare lagi. tapi etceli xtau nk prepare ape. sobsob.
long-distance relationship ni ssh jugak. dekat pon xboleh jugak. msti nk dating la. nak p makan same la. jumpe sekejap-sekejap la. xbolehh. zina hati mata dan seumpamanya.
tu la, remaja sekarang. sikit2 nk meet up.
ewahhh. berceramah pulokkk.
hmm so. what to do?
update blog la ckeddd :D
aku tengok jela. member nk kawen bulan doplas ni dah lame prepare things. buat kad kawen sendiri. hebat! tapiiii macam penat je. padahal diri sendiri yg malas :p
ape kate kite abadikan sejarah kite kt sini? ehehehe
aku bukannye penah dating. couple pon xtau apekemende laa tu. dulu2 penah gak jeles dengan kawan2 yg berpakwe *maklum jelaa, dulu sekolah pompuan je. pastu passive pulak. haha. * rata2 yg berpakwe ni sbb selalu wakil sekolah. xkira lah nadwah ke, hksbp ke, hari terbuka ke, program bertukar pandangan ke.
penah la jugak wakil sekolah sbb dulu jadik prefect. penah kenal gitu2 dengan budak sesdu.tapi siyes scary. pastu terus lost contact. smpai sekarang ntah mne la budak tu.
orang yg kite nak, x nk kt kite. ahhaha. yg nk kt kite, kite lak xnk. -.-
then masuk plkn. merang suria holiday resort, setiu, terengganu. well. no story.
ukm. bye.
abes je bachelor degree, my prengg asked me and told me about his friend yg tgh cari ehem-ehem dan nak mengenali dengan lebih dekat. she offered me and im just setuju jelaaa. kot2 ade jodoh, gtuh.
ops no. dats 2nd story. ahahaha.
the 1st one
one day, my kazen message and told me dat someone in her area *i think* want to know me. out of blue! gilakk x terkejut haha. kazen tu cakap boleh takkk nk bagi my number to him, well, lets say F. so, i cakap, no ! i suh si ni add me on facebook and saling mengenali dari situh la. senang. tayah nk sms lagiii. so, we keep inbox-ing tapi jarang2 la i reply. xnk laa. tu pon mase nk approved F dulu, i asked my mom should i approve it or not.
my mom said : mak x knl sgt dia. tapi mak knl la family dia. tapi mak x bpe suka sgt.
*mata kelipkelip*
but is okay. kawan je la ngn dia. istikharah. klu ada jodoh, ade. ok, mak
then, i kawan kejap la ngan dia. berkali2 jugak F ni mitak my number sbb sng nk contact. kata nya. tp i x nk la bagi. i bkn sng2 nk bg my number dkt org yg baru knl.
first thing i asked F, why tetiba nk kawan dgn i? i xknl sgt dgn u.
and F said, dia tgh mencari ehem-ehem. and F saw me at my uncle house wearing jubah. so he asked my kazen about me. wahhh. berkat pegi majlis tahlil ke ape ni. so drama. T.T
after 2 @ 3 week i guess, le kazen of F called me *opkos she got my number from my kazen yg mula2 i cite tu* let name her, kak Y. so, kak Y ni told me everything. about F dat he really really want to make me his wife. but he so shy and i guess again he asked kak Y. but kak Y said none. kak Y gtaw jugak yg si F ni dah ade everything. duit opkos dh cukup utk pinang anak org kan.
hati i rasa sgt2 la x tenang and luckily mase kak Y called i ada kt lab. alone. so, i mitk ngn kak Y. hold dulu dalam one month for me to think about it.
suddenly, one morning, F inbox me and told me dat his family knew about dis. ko bayanglaaa, dengan mak ayah ko xtau lagi pape tapi family si laki dah tau semua. i was scared. and opkos i cried. cliche hah. pompuan kan. menangis punyelaa lebat gile. smpaikan g nangis kt surau sbb xnk org tau. kang nangis kat toilet ttbe org masuk, malu aa. haha
lps solat tu, nangis lagi. dhla ade makcik cleaner. kononnya nangis lps solat la. kaver. mase solat pon nangis. sobsob. punye laa terkejut, takot dengar berita td tu. dahla pagi2 dapat tau. mmg xde mood la hari tu.
pastu balik umah, i cite kt my mum. told her everything. tibe2 putus asa. bile dah semayang istikharah, ase x tenang je bile mak sebut pasal dia. everytime mak nk tanye pasal dia, hati ni x tenang. so, me and F i biarkan je cmtu. x reply inbox. malas nk peduli.
so, dat about no 1.
to be continue....
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nampak je slalu senyum *sbb gigi dah cantik. yey! *
tapi dalam hati hanya tuhan ja yg tau
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